Slightly Overwhelmed

This time last year, I was planning our wedding. This task now seems strangely easy compared to my tasks this month. Between, the million meetings to coordinate at work, the MK-O projects I've volunteered to do, and the fact that I'm leaving the COUNTRY in a month: I'm a bit stretched. I don't think it's hit me until now.

I'm sitting here staring at our itinerary for November and I'm completely lost. During the summer, I was all gun-ho about the whole trip. I researched, bought all my tour books, started learning the language, etc. M thought it was too early to worry about this stuff so I stopped and focused on other things/people.

Well, here it is, October 6th and I'm sitting going WTF are we going to do? I don't remember any of my research, let alone the language. And this was supposed to be my department. I apparently love to plan things. But for some reason, I can't motivate myself to do so. Not even my fuchsia passport holder seems interesting. Maybe it's because there is SOOOOO much I want to see that I can't fathom picking what to see. I mean, we're only there for a week. Or maybe I'm terrified of finally venturing outside of the country. Or terrified that I will drown in work back at the office that I won't have time to enjoy the planning process.

I don't really know. All I know is that our flight leaves really early to Paris and we don't get there until the day after we leave. This whole time zone thing is seriously going to mess me up.